Oh boy! Just remembered that it is Sunday and that it would be a pity to fail on my weekly blog posting so close to the end of the year, and also so close to my 100th blog post (yeah, it's gunna be big people). Anyways, I started trying to write out some thoughts when I was on the airplane, but I don't know what it is about flights they make me sappy. Seriously though, the number of times that I have burst into tears on an airplane is questionable. It is so embarrassing. But, I also cried the other day when a Google Chrome commercial came on (it was beautiful. no, really though, it wasn't. I'm pathetic). But, anyways I think that really says something about my tear reflex, and mostly it says that it is out of control. I usually do a pretty good job of keeping it under wraps in public. But, my goodness if you want to see me in the fetal position, biting my jacket to keep from making sobbing sounds, and crying so hard that you think I might of actually gone insane, just show me the movie "Homeward Bound." Will Shadow make it out of the pit??? Will he?!?!?! You would think that I am unsure every time, mostly cause I am, cause I am blinded by my own tears. At least I'm not too ugly of a crier, no where near Kim Kardashian status (just google Kim Kardashian crying. You will see what I mean).
Speaking of crying in movies, I am very glad that I choose to go and see "Perks of Being a Wallflower" with just my dear friend Kari, who bless her heart does her best to never judge me (but, I just can't blame her if she thinks I'm crazy every once in a while). Anyways, actually continued to cry half of the drive home. I can. not. be. controlled. But, that's not necessarily because of the movie I think it's more because it got me thinking about how I treat people. I could be nicer. I really should be nicer. You never know what anyone is going through. My freshmen year making a classic late night run to Denny's, when we were paying our checks and heading out I was so impressed by the way that one of the girls stopped and chatted with the workers about her jobs and about working late and truly connected with this woman that she had literally no connections with. It was beautiful and I was astounded and I have been trying better to relate to people and at least be nice to them ever since. Another thing I want to start trying to do is complimenting random people. For some reason, it just means a little more to me when a rando stops you to say, hey you are rocking those pants today. And I can think to myself yes. yes, I am rocking these pants, thank you for the confidence boost kind stranger. So my goal for the week is to compliment someone random about something at least twice this week. I just set this goal as I am writing this so try not to hold me too hard too it.
Ok, so I'm just going on and on now kind of. Yeah. I don't know my brain is all mushy after the break. Yay for going home and exercising no brain activity! You may think I am a little crazy after reading this, but yeah it's as the title says. My Rambling. I just wrote things down as they came to me. I don't know haha. I should be embarrassed by this. I think I am. What did I even just write??
I don't know. Listen to this song "Stubborn Love" by the Lumineers and then be on your way.
Speaking of crying in movies, I am very glad that I choose to go and see "Perks of Being a Wallflower" with just my dear friend Kari, who bless her heart does her best to never judge me (but, I just can't blame her if she thinks I'm crazy every once in a while). Anyways, actually continued to cry half of the drive home. I can. not. be. controlled. But, that's not necessarily because of the movie I think it's more because it got me thinking about how I treat people. I could be nicer. I really should be nicer. You never know what anyone is going through. My freshmen year making a classic late night run to Denny's, when we were paying our checks and heading out I was so impressed by the way that one of the girls stopped and chatted with the workers about her jobs and about working late and truly connected with this woman that she had literally no connections with. It was beautiful and I was astounded and I have been trying better to relate to people and at least be nice to them ever since. Another thing I want to start trying to do is complimenting random people. For some reason, it just means a little more to me when a rando stops you to say, hey you are rocking those pants today. And I can think to myself yes. yes, I am rocking these pants, thank you for the confidence boost kind stranger. So my goal for the week is to compliment someone random about something at least twice this week. I just set this goal as I am writing this so try not to hold me too hard too it.
Ok, so I'm just going on and on now kind of. Yeah. I don't know my brain is all mushy after the break. Yay for going home and exercising no brain activity! You may think I am a little crazy after reading this, but yeah it's as the title says. My Rambling. I just wrote things down as they came to me. I don't know haha. I should be embarrassed by this. I think I am. What did I even just write??
I don't know. Listen to this song "Stubborn Love" by the Lumineers and then be on your way.
peace. love. and tangents.
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